Unavailable to THAT.......

There is a lot swirling this morning so bear with me as I allow for my message to filter through:)......and sometimes I have found it is recycled messages.....ones that take on new meaning as I experience them again, or come to understand myself, or the lesson better....but what strikes me first is our ability to allow ourselves to be unhappy....to put ourselves in situations where our energy, our attention, our good intentions are being wasted.....the void.....and the longer we stand in the void....hoping it will be returned, or met, or____________, we extend our frustration and our lack of joy.....as for me it has become abundantly clear to me in this chapter that I am no longer available for a lack of reciprocity in my world........even if I forget that sometimes, or get caught up in the hope, the possibility that is right there.....so crystal clear to me, but not to the other people around me.....possibility isn't enough.....it was once upon a time.....but our energy is PRECIOUS.....MAGICAL, and POWERFUL and it is not to be wasted.....wasted on places that just take, and do not replenish.....or give......or sacrifice....or any of it.....so as that lesson swirls, I am taking the power of intention and kinda supercharging that lesson;-) Our ATTENTION and intention is HUGE! It is what we are growing in our lives.......without a doubt! And it works alone when we pick a goal or set a path......but it doesn't work in our relationships if it is not met with the same attention or intention......it makes that effort and consistency become futile....this big powerful force going nowhere.......and as I typed that I thought that consistency is MY word.....it keeps popping up to me the last couple of weeks, and it is maybe what I am most proud of in this chapter.....the doctor I coach with told me the other night again she admires my consistency in my habits and my life....and that was a lovely thing for her to say.....but I guess I am realizing this morning that I bring consistency to all areas of my life as much as I am able?? In my relationships too......I show up consistently day after day.....and have a lot of stamina for that, and that is what I am available for in return in my world now.....and I don't mean to say I am setting a ridiculous bar, an insurmountable mountain....I just mean if anything in our life is going to grow it requires attention, intention, and consistency.....that is true....and if you take any of that away........it withers....and eventually dies......and so as I have so much on my mind this morning, that is the undercurrent......utilizing the power of those big 3 things......attention, intention, consistency......to channel them into the places I want to be....and remove them from the places I don't.....I have been guilty in my life of pouring endless energy into futile places in my life......but I suppose that kind of effort is never wasted....not in a friendship, or a relationship or anywhere.....it helps increase our stamina for dream chasing:) And it leaves an impression in the world in the wake of it all, and after we remove it......and well loving hard, wherever it may be is never wasted me thinks:) I have some exciting things up ahead that I cannot wait to share:) Stay tuned! Enjoy the day:)