I think once you realize you are in fact on some great journey, it becomes such......and maybe I always knew that to some degree.....that we were traveling in our lives, believing in meant to be, all of it......but the moment he left and the door closed, that journey stepped forward with one great step.......showing itself in such a magnificent way, saying here I am Jenn......I am here for the taking......what are you going to do????.......and after the dust settled I began to embrace the journey.....making the most of it......but this part of my journey, recently feels very much like the space in between......a bridge maybe......or a smaller road on the journey leading to a destination.....I know we journey until our journey ends here in this life......every moment till the end.......but I do believe that we also have places in our lives where we "arrive," arrive to some goal or some big dream, or to the life we have always imagined.......and I believe I am headed there......as much as I love my current flow in so many ways.....and have created a life that makes me excited to put my feet on the floor at 4am lol;-) I also know that there is more for me than this......as great as this is all is, and as grateful as I am for that......my intuition tells me another story;-) that all the consistency I am putting in in the day to day......into my daily habits......into building my business......into meditating and manifesting my dreams, that one day.......and not too long from now.......that will all come together to create a new story.....newer than this one......I just know it.......feeling it without being able to fully explain how I know........I know I won't live in this house forever.......I know I won't be single forever......I know I won't retire from teaching.......I know so many things.........I know that one day my life will look so different.....again......and be magical and fulfilling in ways I never even dreamed of......I know that with a quiet certainty, and that I will have a moment, a moment where I deeply breathe it in and smile.....and understand, even more than I do now.......that all of this had to be....all of what I have been through, the treacherous forest I journeyed through in those early months in the aftermath.......the war zone I fought through........every single bit of it.......was exactly what needed to happen for me to "arrive" in my new life......I truly believe that.....enough to put it out there lol:) I know that consistency and commitment are magic......and when you implement them in every part of your life there isn't anything you cannot accomplish.....NOT ANYTHING......and I have those things down pat now;-)......better than I have in all my life......and I am not easing up anytime soon;-)
jperuso
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