The love of my life!

He is still out there.....waiting up ahead some.....and despite all that has happened to me in terms of love, I still believe....my belief in it all, and the existence has never waned.....I have been blessed with love in this life, and no matter how it ends or if it ends, it is always a gift.....and this last time was close.....and it restored my faith in the existence of new love in my post divorce life, and reminded me that magic is worth it, and worth waiting for.....and that when we get to experience magic and love, we should appreciate it......but he was not the love of my life either.....I know that now........and that phrase is kinda corny.....I know ;-)......but I believe in it.....fully.....and I only write about it now, because I have come to understand a deeper purpose for my blog than just chronicling my healing journey, and writing my way and sorting through all that comes.....my blog has been a way to bring my dreams and goals into existence.....a manifestation tool if you will.....I believe so deeply in this chapter that speaking life into others, ourselves, and our dreams, is paramount, crucial really....and what I currently have in my life is proof of that power.....and I have intentionally written about so many of the things I have wanted, and watched them appear in my life.....speaking intention and life into them, and believing they were out there.....so I believe that our words and our intentions have the power to create our reality.....and that this blog has become a sort of living prayer for my life:) I have written about my business and the growing of it, and the success of it, and that is becoming a reality as I type this....it is growing by leaps and bounds these days, and I am so happy and grateful for that......I had written about my kitchen, and the belief that it would exist at some point....and well....I now cook dinner in it:)......I wrote about wanting to be published, and I got to check that off my list too, and my own book is loading soon:) .....I wrote about personal goals for myself in terms of health, and daily habits, and they are happening as we speak......I did stick to my whole foods challenge, and my meditation challenge, and have carried both into this month....as well as increasing my fitness.....and even love too and dating.......I had written about that, and for the last couple of months got to experience that in real life too.....and so......I believe in the power that lies in the intention we put out into the world.....and the words we use, and the life we speak into all of it........and I am holding out in this life now.....for the LOVE OF MY LIFE, the one I have been waiting for all of my life.....and I believe I will know him when I meet him....will recognize that it is him....our souls will know that we have been waiting on each other our whole lives....and it will feel like home....I just know that:).....can't explain how:).....and I am carrying some more lessons, and more wisdom in tow too.....some new level of understanding about all of that....and I believe it will pay off in big ways.....As this last story comes to a close I see what I was supposed to learn, and understand, to make way and room for future love.....and as I type this, I am in a lake house.....also a dream I will manifest one day:) My retreat center....and the room I am staying in has a sign that says " I have found the one whom my soul loves".......and well....it felt like a sign to me as soon as I stepped into it.....a sign to be patient.....a sign to have faith.....a sign to honor myself and my journey.....a sign to know that he is out there.....and know that everything is always working out for me.....even as doors close.....and things change so suddenly....and that love is always worth it.....always.....and that even if it doesn't work out forever it remains worth it.....so I write about the "love of my life" today to speak life into him....and to place the intention out there, in my living prayer.....that that is what I am looking for and forward to in this life.....and that is the next stop for me........finally.......I can't wait;-)xoxo Love is grand indeed:) Enjoy your Saturday everybody! I am excited to do some hiking with my people! Nature is the best medicine:)