Sorting scattered energy......

I read something yesterday about my sign and how I like to have many things going at once......guilty as charged;-) But for now I am sorting through the things that are calling to my soul, and seeing where I need to focus my energy and it all seems a bit scattered.....astrologically speaking I am certain there is some planetary funk to attribute it to lol:) Some shift that will take me in the direction I seek! My book is beckoning to me......it has been on hold for a bit.....the format was holding me up.....not the words.....it is never the words....writer's block doesn't find me often.....when my chart was explained to me, and part of what makes up the essence of me, I have an air sign governing a large part of it and it allows me to be very verbal and prone toward writing, words.....being able to see things from up above if you will......and allows my mind to run in all the directions it does......which I suppose is very fortunate for me.....my laptop has become one of my prized possessions! Bringing me sanity at every turn.......So my book has been hanging in the background.......it has a good foreword......and the beginning narrative part chronicles the night he left......which is powerful.......and was very cathartic for me to write about......I then think I will add my blogs from that first year......but not all.....sort through and then finish up with a narrative about where I am headed.......I don't know the first thing about getting anything published but I suppose I will learn that too:). I am hoping it will help other women......I know for me the few books I ordered initially were hugely helpful to me.......helping me navigate it all......and find my way......my hope is any book that I birth will do just that......bring hope and healing and light to somebody's darkest days.........so I have a direction now.....and will put some energy toward that......I am thinking I need to come up with a morning schedule.....devoting some hours before noon to all these goals I have set forth for myself.....and start putting energy toward it all......what we focus on grows, no question......and if I don't shift some energy toward the things I want to accomplish they will not grow........and I can leave the afternoons for adventuring with my crew:) I am feeling so excited and fortunate to have all these things beckoning to me and looking to grab my attention......it is very exciting for me! My real estate license is on my docket too......the course is not crazy long, and self paced, and I just think as a single mama it is is good to have in my pocket alongside the rest......and has always been on my radar.....but all my goals and aspirations take some time and I am trying to maximize and leverage that time.....and make it work.......Multi tasking is where I thrive......it really is.....when the rubber hits the road, and I have an enormous amount to do, I am able to prioritize, organize, and get it done however I need to......so I don't doubt the things I have in my mind will work the same.....:) Gabe is feeling a little under the weather today.....so I will take the opportunity of hanging by the house to do just that, organize those scattered energies and gently nudge them to fall into line:)