So this week begins that "love" transit I had spoken of before;-) fun to think of for sure.....that some man.....one yet to be determined will enter my experience via serendipitous means THIS week??;-) My friend and I were talking and she was lamenting some about finding somebody, as she doesn't go out too often either and dating sites are.....well...... I have expressed how awful they are lol:) And I stopped her and said you will.....you will find a person if it is meant for you, and it will happen in the most serendipitous of means.....in a series of circumstance that line up beautifully.....if it is meant for you......cannot be stopped......also cannot be forced......and then she messaged me yesterday, and she had gone to the mall with her son and she bumped into a guy she had been interested in awhile back and the circumstances were not right.....and boom there it could be:) and for me I believe that with my whole heart.....that there is a reason it has just been me these last 2.5 years......giving me the room and space to learn to love me.....to not complicate that process with a man......to not do so many things.....and truth is the longer I am on my own the easier it becomes......the comfort of the peace I have created.....and the happiness......and I have written many times about not wanting to mess that up.....or more importantly do not want to give that up for anybody......and I now I know I won't.......I know that due to my knowing what I can have by myself it will keep me from accepting anything less than I deserve........and besides I am holding out for magic;-) ......so as this week begins and the mystery hangs over all of it.....I am wildly intrigued but not worrying if it plays out differently.......because the truth is, magic is around every corner...the possibility of magic is everywhere...........you just never know what is around the corner for you......I always feel so sad for people that commit suicide....like it truly hurts me heart so........because everything can change in a minute.....or your life can take another turn, one for the better in a moment......and the darkness never lasts forever......and darkness I have found helps ignite light......the people I know with the most light pouring from them......are those that have faced the deepest darkness.....and that is where the gold is......in facing the dragon.......turning around and facing your pain and challenges, and doing something about them.....and the reward is to live a life feeling more light in your soul, and all of that good stuff.....by defeating the darkness......so to that end.....I am always game for what is around the corner......I could not have predicted so much of what has found me.....so many of the gifts that have arrived......and yet here they are, right here.....and any love that finds my life again will be the same.....right here.......tangible......undeniable.....and manifesting in the perfect of ways......no doubt.....excited to see the week unfold! It is also my last week of school, last Monday for me for 11 weeks! I am blessed indeed:) Happy Monday y'all, hope you find some magic today;-)
jperuso
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