Exhale.........

Letting a big breath out of my lungs this morning! Repeat mammogram all good:) And you know it was interesting to be tested in this way.....and maybe the reason it kinda had me thinking it could be something, is that when I went for the first mammogram I had the sense that I would be called back and that feeling came out of nowhere? Like an intuitive nudge.....so when it happened it had me thinking that maybe something was amiss......but I suppose the rallying around it I did, and the trusting of it was a good thing and not a waste of time.....because I did not allow worry to take hold, I just allowed myself to look at it all in its face, and in its possibility and accept whatever was coming.....so by the time I went yesterday I was prepared for it to go either way, knowing whatever comes I will do my best to face and handle it......and trust the journey........but to not have to is obviously much preferable:) I guess what I am saying is that it is good to test some of my new beliefs, and my new ways of showing up in the world, against real life experiences:) Challenging me to see what I am going to do, and if I will hold onto myself and not allow the worry surf sweep me away! I have one more hurdle to face this weekend and I am remaining faithful and hopeful in that also, and just meeting one thing at a time as it comes.....that is life right? And challenging myself to look and stay with the blessings over any worry:) My plan this week is to get my article submitted to the Courier for my women's series, and make some flyers to put around places! I am so excited for that to all take shape and be realized! I have worked hard on developing it, and it will feel good to see it come to life! I plan on trying and do some fun stuff this weekend! Kids are going to get to visit their dad and are looking forward to it.......I plan on taking them to the beach I think next weekend for our fall beach trip! We went last year in September and it was AMAZING! SO it is most definitely on our bucket list again.....we are also planning a hiking trip with friends to Watkins Glen State park in October for a long weekend! Can't wait:) All fun stuff up ahead! I am looking forward with much gratitude to an amazing year! :)