The last few weeks have been kinda crazy......and according to my astrology friend when I checked in with her, for a few months I will continue to have some heavy things happening for me and sort of a shedding of the old to build more new.......and I have been feeling the planetary heaviness as I have traveled......there has been some specific planetary involvement for me since 2018 and he started his affair......gosh I cannot believe it has been that long......but since then it has been heavy life lesson and evolution on repeat......so I am sorta steadying myself for what comes in the rest of this year and the beginning of next......trusting it all.....I could be a little afraid, it is that kind of big stuff......not loss of life or anything like that, just heave themes playing out.......and the other side of them may be hard....but I am choosing not to be fearful.......because I know that when you are brought to your knees and limits, and then stand back up......that space allows for so much......a starting anew.....and moving forward.......clarity and change......on the other side this contest I am going to win,:-) is sort of pointed to in my chart also;-) with a good potential for that to be so based on what shows up that day in the planets! so there is forever the yin and yang.....but the powerful truth is the one I shared the other day......as a single mom......you give to your children, by yourself.......day in and day out.......there is a void at the end of the day when you need a hug or reassurance, there is that empty space.......nobody to give you the same comfort you give so many......and it can be hard......but what I have found is the power of self soothing......I guess like a babv or a young child.....learning what I need to do for me that helps to settle me and gives me peace in my heart......and comforts me in times of trouble.......and that feels powerful to me......because for now it is me.......just me........responsible for that.........last night Mads broke out in some hives from the antibiotic she is taking.....I gave her Benadryl and didn't panic.......and watched her in the night while she slept with me.......just sorta rolling with it all, doing what needs to be done.....I am home with her today, she needs one more day home for the strep anyway, so I guess we get another antibiotic for her......tonight is also the last day of my women's series and I am having the women here, and will keep my kiddos upstairs hanging out and relaxing..... And make it work......the plan tonight is to celebrate the journey, and craft a vision to move forward......and I am trusting it all.....while doing my best to live in peace in the day to day......accepting the lessons that come, the shifts, the learning, the evolution, one day at a time.......
jperuso
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