Let's talk about how exciting yesterday morning was!!! So I had dipped into third a few days ago, and I was riding on faith and not letting it rattle me too much......because I totally trust the outcome......every single day, what is meant for me will be and what isn't will fall away......I believe that so strongly.......so I woke up at 4 and put my daily post up and let faith take the wheel, knowing that last night was an elimination.....no more groups. All the first place contenders finally being put together, as they race to the finish on December 15th! By the time I left for work I was back in 1st! Like magic:) It was such a great feeling and I am just so appreciative of all the votes......I have people voting for me daily that I have never met......and I feel like I know them now, and such steadfast support from those I do.....people in high school who I haven't seen in years.....just so many people.....when I went to bed last night I was in third again after the day had gone on.....and time had not run out.....there were still a couple of hours for pacific time......and this morning when I looked on my dashboard it says they are tallying votes, and will announce who made it at 10am! I am sitting here this morning waiting to see if somehow I pulled it off again to stay in the competition, while simultaneously feeling the peace that comes with trusting an outcome.....anytime that peace gets rattled in life's circumstances, I know it is because I am hanging on to a situation......thinking I can control or make something be.....when really all there is, is hanging back in surrender.....chasing those dreams actively but then letting faith take the wheel......that the momentum you have created will carry you where you need to be......to the places you belong......attracting the people that belong in your life........letting others fall away......all of it......so however it goes this morning, I am so grateful for this experience and humbled by the support that lies out there for me......knowing my story has touched so many and that they really get it.....and they feel compelled to help me and stand with me some in it......it was such a leap to put myself out there like I have.....and I have stayed in the competition for about a month and could not be happier.....I am trusting divine timing and the intuitive nudges that now guide me daily.......and knowing that what is for me will be........I will be awaiting the announcement this morning to see where my journey leads me;-)
jperuso
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