I really cannot express how having this blog has truly saved me.......and how it has focused my journey and my healing in a huge...

I feel very strongly about my desire to heal as fully as I can from this.......I take the work of healing very seriously as well, and it...

Yesterday I had to take off, my mom had an appointment. We ran an errand and returned and Gabe asked Madeline to play ball with him. ...

I understand that this is what had to be......the destruction of my marriage and family had to be......sounds crazy and sad, but I know...

I need to just accept that I won't ever understand what Nick has done and who he has chosen to do it with.......I just won't......even if...

I am fortunate to not feel lonely too often......which I am always amazed by because it is just myself and my kids most of the...

It is a question that still haunts me......there are many times I am still in disbelief that I am getting a divorce....the sound of the...

I know this comes up over and over in my blogs.........this sort of notion, the rediscovery of myself through my enormous...

Despite my finding my way and finding joy and satisfaction in my new life, I wrestle with ghosts......they come out of nowhere and demand...

Somewhere along the way, in all the turmoil, all the pain, all of the suffering, and all the heartache I found contentment and...

Today marks 20 weeks since he has been gone........and boy oh boy in the past 20 weeks lessons abound.........I have learned you can be...

These days I feel inspired often.......inspired to do new things.....try new things.....push myself harder with exercise, just do more...

I am grateful that the kids and I made it to the part of this story we are living in now......that the dust has settled some and we have...

So I was not the one to decide that my marriage was going to end as I have said many times, and it would never have been something I had...

So yesterday the kids spent the day with their dad here. They had a great day together. I went and spent some time with my family too....

This has been the biggest obstacle in this process. This sort of thing has a way of swallowing you up in the ugliness and discontent if...

I feel as if in my old life there were times I was moving along on cruise control.......the vehicle I was in sort of moving along and my...

I know dramatic right? But is it? It was more than death that night, there was a willful act that caused the death of a piece of...

This is a tough one...............I have touched on it a few times in my blogs......but it deserves another look.........because it is so...

I would say most of my life my personality leaned more toward a type A one.....not fully, think I have always been a mix of a lot of...