So for a long time I have felt as if the Universe.....or God.....or whomever you place all of those ideas in, presents you with some core...

I have said before that I am lucky that I don't spend too much time in anger.....I am in tune with the true emotions much of the time,...

I have been thinking of this a lot lately.......we all know what we need to do, what is good for us, and we either resist it, avoid it,...

Grief is such a complicated process. It has so many layers. All of them visiting and overlapping and receding and coming again.......on...

I have learned so much......absorbed so much......discovered so much......understand so much more........however I am only human.....and...

It is the truth......living in truth, and telling it are two of the most important things we can do as a human......no matter...

My girl starts kindergarten today......and as milestones come so does some sadness.....I never dreamed on the day she was born, that by...

Sometimes I can tell myself that there is peace between he and I......that maybe we have turned a corner.......despite it...

This may surprise you when I clarify what I mean.....by responsibility......no question I have been left in the wake of all of this with...

I am certain there are people around that have something to say about my journey......maybe speak behind my back.......and it is OK with...

I have talked about betrayal in my blogs all along......it is the main part of my story, the part that impacts me the most....... and it...

Even though the suffering of my kids slays my heart.....and even on the other side of all the pain and suffering I have endured......I do...

Madeline's journey through this has been really hard to witness......she was really attached to her dad when he was here, and they...

I have it posted in my classroom on a chalkboard.....it is for the kids when they do their math facts. It is a visual reminder that this...

So when I speak to anybody or to myself and I am discussing a "problem" I have consciously switched that word to challenge. Have done...

The kids got to see their dad this weekend. I am always happy for them, and speak positive blessings over their time together.....but I...

I have always been afraid of heights. The idea of skydiving, while extremely fascinating, never resonated in my soul. My fear of heights...

I write about many things as they come up and I walk in this path......and many times it is about the fallout from the end or the places...

It is likely that Gabe will live with me forever......or if he ends up living in some place I haven't thought of, or dreamt of for him...

It occurs to me almost daily that I really and truly have the most extraordinary support system walking with me in this......my family...