I went to Shop Rite to grab our from home order and was heading back, in my car, masked with the kids in the car.....carrying an intense...

The only thing we have to fear is indeed fear itself.....I have learned that many times in my life....anticipating something with a...

So one would think there would be some level of support in this situation toward me from him......most people have asked me what did Nick...

I have imagined COVID millions of times, spent a better part of three years figuring out ways to cohabitate with it in my life.... done...

There is a lot coming up for me at the moment.....last year during this next week was when Nick went into quarantine and remained there...

So throughout this pandemic I have tried my very best to protect us to the best of my ability. I have taken a leave from work, taking a...

How are you showing up in this life, and who are you? Anytime I struggle with "what is right"....he challenges me to stay true to who I...

Time has factored itself into this story in so many interesting ways, carrying many gifts and insights......the obvious part being the...

I walk a line down the middle of this story on any given day that is complicated at best.....I am wanting and desiring a place to lay it...

So the last few days some stuff has come up for me.....maybe the holiday is bringing it up, or other life stuff.....but there is a little...

I have spoken of the lovely hue that hindsight casts over our lives.....illuminating all the places that were dark before....covered in...

A few times Gabe has asked when I am going to get him a new dad.......and when he asks that it isn't because he doesn't love his dad, or...

Being single I mean.....it is easy to do.....I think of 20 something Jenn.....I am guessing, knowing her, that she would not have...

I marvel often at how my belief system has shifted so drastically this past year.....most of what I used to believe is unrecognizable to...

That is a heavy statement right......conjures up a bunch of stuff when you think of it.....but it is most definitely what I feel has been...

I have that posted in my classroom and it is related to their math facts, and that today is the day they pass the number they are...

Nick went into quarantine on December 22nd of last year and was gone through New Year's then left four days later......so in my mind...

So I have had a big week of deep realizations.......and in addition to letting go of the girlfriend piece of this story I have let go of...

Sometimes anticipation is worse than reality right? At least I have found that to be true most of the times in my life......and this was...

I have never wanted to skydive.....like not even a little bit.....I do not like heights and the idea seems horrifying to me.....however...