I suppose once you have an enormous life change that comes to find you, especially as it pertains to a failed marriage or significant...

Yesterday I had a visit with some of Nick's family......they came to see the kids and it was a nice visit.....I made a pot of coffee...

I haven't written about this in awhile but it is still here.......the shock and awe and absolute disbelief at how this story...

I feel like as the new year took hold there have been so many little doors of possibility opening up in my life which could lead to...

I am starting to piece my book together as I mentioned......watching the words and the experience take flight......and it is so exciting...

We all have one right? Some story in our lives that impacted every bit of us and all we held dear. Stories that shaped us in the fires...

I was thinking of it yesterday, as I was writing the post for Gabe's birthday......the first year of his life was very much like this...

I have talked a little about dating here in my blog........not being ready till very recently.....this past year was about healing...

They make the world go around right? I think they surround us at all times in life and we don't always see them.......I know most of my...

The kids are with their dad this weekend......and so much of what is happening is stuff I would not choose for my kids......or in general...

When you experience deep trauma.......it takes hold inside of you.....deep inside our souls and the places we hold dear........and we...

Yesterday was such a challenging day. Lots of moving parts and I was feeling kinda overwhelmed and drained some. Gabe is sick. He...

I know, I know.......please don't eye roll;-) I remember years ago watching the movie "The Secret"....and feeling so frustrated that the...

SO I think so often about the stuff my soul was tethered to, not all that long ago.....I was tied to routine.....to normalcy.....to day...

My instructor for my life coach class always talks about how she is a "recovering perfectionist." That she has come to terms with that...

As I type this the snow is coming down and just dumping.......and it is a reminder of the full circle of the last year......it was around...

I had lots of dreams in the beginning.....of him.....my brain wanting to work out so much of what has been left lingering in the air and...

I have been grateful for how my kids have healed.......how well they do most days and how they have navigated our new life.......but I am...

I feel like I have been holding my breath for years now.....I held it all that time through his affair......looking over my...

SO much of what happened the last year, happened without me being ready.......like not even close...........all of it just falling...